Ideas

Ok,

So tomorrow I go for the second time to this new psychiatrist. Wanted to take a text I wrote about 3 years ago, at that time I had one of those things that are like blogs, but the main focus are pictures… Had many posts and in order to find the one I wanted I had to go through many… and started to realize that even if no one would read what I would write, well I would write any way… So not only I found the text but saw that I had a diary. Described dreams, told little things that would happen at my job, in my life in general. I actually didn't remember that, I thought I posted only texts and such things.

How non sense is not remembering those things… good thing I started this post by telling about my psychiatrist appointment, I kind of loose notion some times, but at least I am aware! According to my psychotherapist, different from the psychiatrist, this therapist I go to her since I was 5… so if I am 23 (at least for another month) I‘ve being going there… you do the math, it’s good to became aware of your crazy things (she doesn’t call it crazy things) even if you keep up with the craziness, at least you are aware!

So since I am not good at keeping a diary I think this is a good thing, even if no one reads it… I can remember latter!